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For Boston

I put my running shoes on
I can not lace them
I will run but not today
I will run again another day
My tears are running
my tears are running
my tears are running.
I will run another day.

Lost race
Lost innocence
A celebration gift
Balloons drift
Lost in the wind
Not meant to go
So soon
Things we should not know
Long race now ahead
My tears are running.

Hope will run again
We will run on
We will run and win
This Marathon
A golden finish
A hallowed win
Victors
And celebrate in
Tears running.

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